So getting into a little bit of heavier stuff I guess. I'm only two weeks and a day away now from my surgery. Still excited but really nervous. Like I've said before I've never have had any sort of surgical procedure and the first time that I am having one it's in Mexico! I'm sure it sounds CRAZY, but from what I've seen and heard from all the research I have done, our hospitals pale in comparison in service, equipment and surgeon experience. So the surgery isn't what I am most nervous about. I am more worried about the travel, having everything sync up perfectly so that I get into San Diego on time to get across the boarder to Mexico and to the hospital so that I will be able to have my surgery as scheduled. That is crazy I know, I know that I shouldn't worry about the things that are out of my control, but I feel like I have so much weighing on this surgery......literally. It's all about getting my life back right, so I just want everything to flow as smoothly as possible. I'm sure in the end all will be fine, and I keep telling myself that and staying in a positive frame of mind. I find that is the best thing to do to keep the worry and anxiety away is to have faith and stay positive.
So that's what I am going to do. Keep smiling and working through my pre-operative diet, blogging and vlogging my thoughts as they happen.
Here's a picture of my puppy Lola to make you smile if you're having an off day! :)
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| My doggy Lola |
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