My weight has been an issue my enitre life. I have always been the girl on the chunky side, the one described as big boned, or just carrying around my baby wieght. While I'm 29 now, so I'm sure if I was going to lose it I would have lost my baby pudge by now!
I'm not going to whine and moan here, I will simply state this, I have had some really bad dark depression filled days because I was not happy with my body, how I looked and how the extra weight made me feel.
I feel that my weight has held me back. I want to be the go getter full of life, try anything once kind of girl but my size and physical limits because of my extra has kept me from doing that.
To sum it all up I want to really start to live my life. Not have any excuse or any reason to hold me back.
I look to the surgery as a tool, not a magic pill or an easy fix, because goodness knows it may be a struggle at times, and I may very well still have dark days on my journey. That's why I've started this blog, to hopfully help some one else, like so many WLS blogs and videos have been able to help me.
Other news, I go for step 3 in my pre-op steps, my ECG and CBC blood work today. The needle and blood giving doesn't bother me half as much as taking off my shirt to have the ECG leads attached to my chest!! C'est La Vie.
Well that's about it for today. If you ever have any questions for me, please feel free to comment below and I will respond.
Coming soon, before pics and measurements.......duh dah duhhhhh........lol
Later days.
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